I am feeling bad, feeling worst .
i might put on a smile everywhere i go
but no one knows how i feel deep inside my heart ):
i wanted to cry out loud and scream all i can but i just couln't do it .
what wrong with me ?
A sucky year i have been .

I started to miss him badly )':

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ! ~
grow one more year ! 18th already ! YAY
i am weird, i love to grow old ! and i don't know why !
this year birthday is so boring, did not go out and celebrate !
am also not feeling good !
everything bad is just coming towards me .
such as bag tag lost, it ex okkays ! hp spoilt !
lousy birthday :< many went for steamboat but still is enough to see him !
we wanted to meet him again before he back to brunei .
of cause we will definately send him back to brunei !
and i will be damn damn sad of cause .
but well he will be back again on oct !
always think that its fast (:
they are both very good singers .
esp hongyi sir, he can reach high pitch !
and he keep on saying she me dong xi ! irritating ! =X
when i sing song, i cant look at hongyi sir cause i will laugh like maddy !
after that have some chat as it was raining heavily !
but still we just ran under the rain to take mrt to amk .
we were still early so have some crap first !
and then we went as a big group to eat steam boat .
22 of us i think ? got me, jw, yj, xl, sl, mw, jm, celeste,
wy, calvin, lian jj, cl, stephen sir, cc sir, gy sir, ck sir,
qx sir, hy sir, weiben, jj sir, wl ma'am and sh ma'am !
ate till half, wanted to check my phone !
and it went black out ! spoilt !
have no mood to continue eating !
cause of my stupid bottle just spilled on it !
damn angry and i wanted to throw my hp on the floor hardly !
well, calvin and lian jj just drop it hardly ! -.-
and hongyi sir still say my hp shy see so many people so black out !
-.-! awwww ~ so pissed off !
but it is fine now my stupid phone !
went to play pool after that,
i keep stonning, cause worrying about my hp !
not exactly the hp ! as i scare all my belove msg lost and the contacts !
chat on the phone with biaoge about my phone !
bad year ! sucky day ! this is the worst birthday i have ever been .
so boring, no celebration just slacking at home !!!
rahhhh ~ after that back home with jw and Qx sir !
still i wanna make a wish !
1st - Secret !
2nd - i wish my families will be healthy and live long !
3rd - i wish i can be happy and
everything went smoothly for me as well as all my friends !


QX sir (:

HY sir (:

The singers ! :D

Lastly, thanks those who wish me happy birthday !

be it of shake hand, face to face, message, facebook, friendster and tagboard !

Thanks Dualing, Chong Xian, Jiawen, Rebecca, Elaine, Yejing, Xiaoli,

PeiLing, Jing ni Ma'am, Ying qi Ma'am, Esther Ker Ma'am, Cindy, Buvan

Esther Yeo Ma'am, Ryan, Sis (Real), Wei Yang, Si Ling, Daniel, Cin Lee

Eugene, Jia Yuan, Li Jun, Celeste, Wei Yuan Bro, HuiLing Ma'am, Teck Han

Eileen, Doreen, Melisa, Joey, Mardhiyah, Jie Ying, Kenny Sir, Mei Zi, Min Wee,

Chye Keong Sir, Jun Jie Sir, Qing Xiang Sir, Hong Yi Sir, Sin Hung,

Aik Hao, Jun An, Jeslynn, Choon Tat, Hwee Yi, Swee Sin, Maycee, Yiyao

2 year old, Amanda, Angela, WeiSiong, Xiao Wei and Jun Rong !

and also mummy, daddy, sis, brother in law, bro, sister in law and 3rd aunty

for the red packets ! :DDD

THANKS you are the best !!! :D

Labels: Fun but unlucky .

okkays shall blog about today ! DEFINATELY ~!
omg i have been smellest today and also the first time ! :<
HAHARS shall talk about it later .
okkays, met jw ! and she was late @#$%^! HAHAHA
went to meet celeste, pl, yy, yj and go for Ndp again !
Its was ok , fun i can say ?
and we saw Qing Xiang sir ! OMG
so long nvr see him, like weird weird lehs ! HAHA
first glance i thought it was a cadet talking to hongyi sir !
and they told me is Qx sir ! :O dont look like eh !
Haaas, and celeste ahhh, hahars today is crazy talking with her about ....
my toes hurts, maybe not use to wearing court shoes ! (:
and we have teach some cheers to the cadets !
i like the aeroplane want ! hahars nice :D
and we train them some drills too .
after that was a mess -.-
ohhhh my .
okkays, i knew there was something wrong already, they holding 3 plates of liquids !
i was walking far far away when they sing birthday song !
was a surprise but is stink !
and yy hold me and stupid jw smash that digusting liquid on my side !
bt luckly wilson sir and hongyi sir was more jialat !
they were smash on the hair and face ! HAHA
but i don't like the smell !
it following me till now !
and i just bath and it still have the smell lehs ?
don't know isit huan siang ? Haas
that smell isss omg, will make you high when you smell it
cause my clique all smell it ! HAHAHRS
but still thanks you guys for the "SURPRISE" HAHARS
after that have some chat with Qx sir about the planing .
and eat kfc and off to Qijun sir's workshop at campsite !
it was fast, really fast ! hahars so yarhs after that just slack awhile,
have some chat with seniors .
and omgf i lost my bag keychain !
its expensive okkays ):
so i have to search it like a toot at the slope with my clique and yingqi ma'am !
thanks ! nvm larhs can buy next time !
after that we went home, did not join batchmate for dinner !
tiring day ! plus a smellyyyyyyyyyy day okkays ! HAHA
yay ! tomorrow kbox session and steamboat with seniors and Qingxiang sir !!!
weeeee!~

Labels: Kbox, steamboat (:

Love is a wonderful.

went to meet my customer today and give away all the earpiece !
i have open preorder 2 !
interested ? buy more ! www.crazy-shoppaholics.blogspot.com
today stone at home whole day !
life is getting more boring -.-
I realise that i have live without any goals !
perhaps just live with the sake of living :/
i wonder if i could hang out everyday .
Tomorrow Qing xiang sir coming back from brunei ! Yays (:
gonna have meet up soon (:
Tomorrow going to unit !
saturday Ndp and workshop ! ~

Labels: Love is wonderful.

Labels: so sweeeet (:

what's wrong to ask a question that i not sure of ?
what's wrong !
simply too politics .

Labels: What's wrong ?

My new blog song too ! (hi-fi)
listen from dualing's blog !
heard this song which i like it very much .
this lyrics just look similar to dualing's status !
well, dualing you have a good life now ! HAHARS
i am happy for you !

Greatness as you smallest as me
You show me what is deep as sea
A little love,
little kiss
A little hug,
little gift
all of little something
these are our memories
You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye
You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel the joy of love
oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love you always give to me
oh I love you
Greatness as you smallest as me
You show me what is deep as sea
A little love,
little kiss
A little hug,
little gift
all of little something these are our memories
You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye
You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel the joy of love
oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love you always give to me
oh I love you
Yes I do,
I always do
Make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
you always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye
You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel the joy of love
oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love you always give to me
oh I love you
To be with you,
oh I love you

how i wish i have a bf too.

Labels: how i wish.

Woohoo~ its a long and tiring day !
have just took a nice bath after an hot day !
somemore Black Black Black ! more HOT !
today is the actual art fest ! and its fun although its tirng !
Registration, F&B and traffic marshall are my roles !
its fun ! 1st time doing traffic marshall ! HAHA
and my partner of the day is SAFA MA'AM !
omg she is very nice, a very very great partner !!! (:
F&B IC ESTHER MA'AM !
A very crazy, hyper, funny, GREAT IC ! HAHARS
At first, was quite slack, cause nothing do .
but after that we need prepare food for the quest is abit busy !
we just pour drinks and serve them with food, mean while chatting with them .
back to registration again ! so boring !
chat with esthers ma'am and back to food again !
secret receipe ! its nice man ! and the guest ask me is this make by me ? HAHA
after that me, pl, jw, celeste and esther ker ma'am bring the cake to the VIs room !
it was damn funny as esther ma'am crap alot !
laugh like crazy !
and we have fright her when she come out the toilet and she screammm !
HAHAHA went to see performance awhile and went to become a traffic marshall !
cool ! calvin say i wear the vest look like sweeping aunty :<
but still cool ! (:
have a debreif and give our present to esther ma'am !
went to jun8 was damn malu ! we went to pizza hut at first !
and we look at the prize, was damn ex, so yj they all don't want eat !
and they say just leave the pizza hut !
its was damn malu ok ?
imaging we go in a restaurant and come out without eating .
and all of them run away left me and yuping to handle !
buy hey i was smart !
i said: sorry, my friends have no money ! so sorry ! HAHA
went to LJS after that and eat !
and after sometime, jingni ma'am and clarence sir join us for crapping ! HAAS
and home sweet home !
oh dear, i did not see my newborn, biao niece ):

Labels: Tired.

you are just a idiot Fucker Bitch.

Labels: annoying.

Just came back from HQ meeting for art fest !
and finally i have change to become registration an FnB
sounds cool ?
don't need to be marshall anymore !
HAHARS and my partner is safa ma'am (:
Before meeting, i met jiawen, yejing, peiling and ying yan at bugis !
and ying yan was late like about 20 mins ! -.-
and we went to sim lim square !
and i sell my psp at $180 ! YAY ~ wanted to buy itouch soon !
1st shop offer $110 -.- 2nd $150 :/ and finally 3rd shop ! HAHA
after that went to OG to hunt for tops and pants for art fest !
we saw a pants $19.90 wanted to buy but luckily never as found one more cheaper !
and suay suay half way my slippers duan diao
and i have to drag my sipper while walking !
and also thanks peiling and yejing for helping me change shoes
cause they see me suffering ! HAHA
went to buy a $20 top ! ):
after that went to dhoby ghaut and i bought a cotton on shoes
and wear on the spot and throw my slipper and also can wear on saturday !
then went to this fashion and buy pants !
total around $50 ! OMG ~
and went to pack LJS and went to HQ lounge and eat !
and soon off to briefing !
after that take train with jiawen, guozhong sir, Fishy Ma'am and clarence sir ???
yupp i think so ! HAHARS AND OFF I GO AND DO MY STUFF !
THANKS CINDY OF HELPING ME PROMOTE MY EARPIECE ! HAHA :D

Labels: Broke =X

HAHARS ! see this nice and cute earpiece ?
i have bring these stocks to my blogshop !
want to get it ?
CLICK HERE to see more nice earpiece and details and order from me !!! :D

Labels: Cute (:

weee~ full ! just come back from dinner !
went to yew tee point to have sushi with my families !
had seafood soup, okay larhs ! *Fair
hahars came back from eugene house at 2 plus and have a nap till 6 !
HAHARS yesterday have art fest (audition) and we were late !
we leave to west already ! too far ! hahars
so have briefing and start work .
its quite boring, tiring as in bored till wanna sleep !
hahars bring quite a few school up and their performance was quite nice (:
and have some chat and lame jokes ! super lame with esther yeo ma'am,
derek sir, jon tan, yejing, siling ? hahars
what bun, cha siew, dou sa, man tou ? super lame !!! HAHARS feeling marhs ~
and xiaolia nd peiling come and find us !
i taught peiling how to sing 搞笑 ！！！
have some debrief around 4 plus 5 and have a bath at campsite .
after that i teach them some handiplast game while waiting for the rain to stop !
and went to take bus too changi airport !
omg my 1st time going ! damn big ! is quite kuku i know ! HAHA
don't blame me cause i never go other countries before ! HAHs
and yay ! have popeyes for dinner !
is expensive, 1st time eating that, the only stall at changi aiport !
total 8 plus ? OMG 2 piece chicken, fries, coke, mash potato !
taste like Kfc, not bad larhs but abit ex .
HAH, soon eugene and jon ng came and find us and go off to eugene house .
at the bus, we sing alot of songs together ! with jiawen and peiling !
his house is quite cool but ulu ! and the lift so cool !
the moment the lift open, is already eugene house !
and his mum and dad so friendly !
using lappy by taking turns, chit chat, camwhoring, watch Tv, majong .
and omg, can you believe ?
i have actually know how to play majong already, and its super easy i think !
actually is fun ! imagine ? i hate my mum to play but seems to addicted it ! omg
and also i teach yejing and Peiling to dance 撑腰 ！！！
HAHARS next time should play again !
and soon most of us sleep on sofa and floor by 4 plus and woke up at 9 plus .
watch doraemon ! haars and after that go for lunch and home sweet home .
its rather fun ! we agree to ton again provided his parents don't mind ! HAH !

Hellos ! The reason why i never update this few days
because i love my last post very much ! OMG HAHARS
today woke up at 9 plus ! *yawn
to prepare to go healthway clinic and cck polyclinic to do my check up !
done many things !
urine test, eyesight ( getting poorerD: ), height&weight ( ShorterD: ),
Blood Pressure ( GOOD :D ) and blood test ! *ouch
the doctor cant find my vein ? think i too fat ! HAHA
the doctor is nice and gentle ! HAHs
after that went to buy some snacks and go to cck polyclinic .
do my X-ray test . HAHARs is fast man ! (:
Both doctor ask me what course i am ?
"Nursing !" i said and they reply with a "WOW !" HAHARS
after that went to ocbc bank for my school fee !
thanks dad for the fee ! (:
after that home sweet home ! (:
omg i am boring ! ):
always promise myself to go for a run but always postpone by saying tomorrow larhs !
:/ aiya will run next tues propably ?
HAHARS *greeny promise !
tomorrow art fest audition again ! Marshall again -.-
well and sorry charlie, tomorrow cant go ton with you guys as i need acc my dad !
hahars Monday Partyworld with willard and clique ! YAY!
so long never sing ! excited, looking forward to that day (:
I gonna sell off my Psp and buy an ITOUCH ! :D *smirks

YewTee point have open !
alot nice fast food ! OMG
Long John, KFC ! my favorite ! HAAH (:
No more eating fastfood ! stupid Junk Food, get out of my sight !

There is videos too ! for gao diao ai and ge zhong qiang shou !
more links at realated videos there !
MUST SEE !

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GREENYFREAK!
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HE IS HANDSOME & ADORABLE !
HIS VOICE MELTS MY HEART !
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